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Sorry! [
Apr 5 2007
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WOW I seriously neglected this blog! Now I'm 10wks pregnant! I had the worst morning sickness, not the worst imaginable, but it was definitely NOT any fun! It was way different than I had with either of the girls. With them, I puked all day every day. Every time I ate, I got to see my food again. Not this pregnancy! I have only puked a handful of times, and it usually came after taking a pill. I quit taking my prenatals for awhile due to it, but it seems to be better now. It was more of an all day motion sickness. I was miserable all day, had to lay on the couch half the day and take it easy. I am starting to feel a little better but not as much as I'd like. I still have ZERO energy and just want to sleep. I hope that goes away soon so I can get some stuff done that I really should be doing. Oh well, I'm just so thankful to be pregnant, that I really can't complain too bad. Small sacrifices!
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14dpo [
Dec 27 2006
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So it looks like CD17 was definitely the O day. Especially considering that if I'd O'd CD13 I would be 18dpo today, haha NOT!!

I've been testing and I'm getting those stupid MAYBE lines. I'm considering them BFN's until I get something I don't have to guess with. You know the ones I'm talking about. The lines that ANNOUNCE their presence with a big fat hello! Not necessarily dig's, just good lines!

We got to bring our puppy home today. He's SOOO freaking cute!

I can't post links on FF so I thought I would post them here. I got a new camera as a late bday/early xmas pressie and I've been taking pix like crazy! I added a new pix gallery at my website.

http://seraphikah.net/pix

And I have a few slideshows if you want to check them out. They're xmas pix.

http://seraphikah.net/myspace/xmasexe.exe
http://seraphikah.net/myspace/xmas2exe.exe

And I post these all on my myspace account too. But they are fuzzy, and you can only see them if you're on my friends list.

http://myspace.com/seraphikah

XOXOXO
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So I O'd. [
Dec 13 2006
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But who knows when? Temps say CD13, scope says CD16, and OPKs say cd18. Today is CD17, so I guess that means I still don't get a break yet. Does that mean I get a break finally on CD20?? UGH helppppp LOL
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Worst day ever.. [
Nov 28 2006
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So today I had my first chem/early miscarriage. Whatever. IT's basically the same thing. Totally sux! I don't get it. This cycle was perfect. Perfect O date, perfect BD, perfect symptoms, perfect anniversary BFP. What went wrong? Who knows. But I'm not giving up. Here's to another cycle and a Xmas BFP! And to cramps that just DON'T stop giving...
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I think we did it! [
Nov 24 2006
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I REALLY think we did! Lines on 4 different tests can't be wrong right? I have lines on IC, Dollar General, Equate and Fact Plus!!!! YAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Symptoms:
stinging sensation behind belly button
excessive sneezing (and i DO MEAN excessive!!!!)
frequent urination
on and off nausea, mild
stuffy nose

WOO! I'm 12dpo and usually have 12 days LP. After tomorrow passes, I'll feel MUCH better. I wish I could say that no AF signs are a good sign, and while I usually have some sort of advance warning or signs, the last few cycle's I haven't. Last cy, I went to PIAC to use an IC and there was AF in all her glory. Had to use the test anyways cuz it was already opened LMAO.

pregnancy

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OMG OMG OMG! [
Nov 21 2006
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I may actually get to use this as a pregnancy journal now!!!! I think I got my BFP today and yesterday. I'm scared though. The last few cy's I get believeable lines and then AF shows anyways. But I've never gotten lines like this!!! Once I get it on the digital I will believe it, and once AF does NOT come, I will breathe again LOL.
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weirdness... [
Nov 13 2006
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I got a postive HPT today..I know it's fake. It has to be, I JUST o'd a few days ago. But the sad reality is that I'd rather see a fake postive than nothing at all. And on the upside, I now know what a postive on these tests looks like, heh....
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Surging!!!!! [
Nov 12 2006
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EEEEEE!!!!! Check out my chart, I'm so excited! No more 40 day cycles, at least not this month. Right now I'm O'ing and loving it! This is soooo our month to make a baby, I just know it! Only 10 more days until I confirm it, right??? LOL.
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Baby Aspirin [
Oct 30 2006
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[ mood | contemplative ]

I love this stuff! As I had already noted here, my cycles have been fluffed up. I use to have perfect 28 day cycles before I started charting. But this past cycle, I didn't even O until cd27. Not sure what is going on there, but what can ya do?? Even AF has been weird. I had 2 or 3 AFs where halfway through I questioned if I was pregnant b/c I only spotted then stopped and temps never dropped. They use to be pretty heavy and steady. Someone on FF mentioned that can sometiems signify a lining issue, perhaps I had a thin lining. Baby aspirin is suppose to support blood flow to the uterus by thinning the blood, this can help out the lining which will in turn aid in implantation. While it didn't aid in implantation, obviously, my AF is back to normal now. That's a step in the right direction I'd say!

I also have added B6 to my daily pill popping regimen this cycle. I've been taking Fertility Blend and EPO for 1 cycle now. I stopped the FB when I had questionable tests in the 2ww, I think that was a bad move. I'm not going to stop it again unless I have a confirmed BFP, like on a FRER or a digital. Or even just a really dark Equate or something lol. Faint lines don't count anymore and I think I'm going to quit testing early. My LPs aren't that long, but they are the same EVERY time. So if I make it to 14dpo I'll test then. IF I can hold out! hahaa, IF....

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1 day pregnant [
Oct 28 2006
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LOL yup. That's what I'm going to consider myself every month on CD1 from now on. grrr....
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Waiting.. [
Oct 28 2006
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That is what we do when we are TTC. First we wait for an egg to pop so we can try to make a baby. Then we wait until we can test to see if we are successful. If we aren't then we have to wait for AF to come so we can do it all over again. Some of us, like me, even have to wait to see what the tests are trying to tell you. I have had some pretty good looking tests the last couple days. Not enough to make me feel good about it though. So I will keep waiting....
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Trying for #3 [
Oct 25 2006
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[ mood | anxious ]

I'm currently on cycle 5 now. My cycles have been very, can I say, fluffed up? I remember when I use to have perfect 30 day cycles and O'd cd14. But now? I'm currently on cd37 and this is the new normal for me. Last cycle last 50 days, and I don't think I even O'd. This cycle I DID at least O on cd24, got the OPK to back it up. I keep getting faint lines that could very well be evaps. So, I'm not getting too excited yet! I have a good feeling though, AF is due today! I'm update here....

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